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Hello people. It's been three days, huh? I just van't keep my promise. Oh well, whatever. Let's talk about school, shall we? Monday, came to school with new hair. Saw Fifie and Illy at the table. While waiting for Phine and Nat and Zuby, I sat down. Then had assembly in hall. OHH THE HORROR! I was fcuking nervous ohkay. But thank Gawd it was just Sec 1s and 2s and 3s. So it didn't really bother me. Ohh during Maths lesson, Nat and Phine crapped around with me. Talking about stuffs that shall not be mentioned. Hahah. Had dance. Woah long day uhk.

Then yesterday, normal, came school usual time, normal school lessons. I didn't go for dance since I had tuition that day. I found out I have to catch up like hell cause they did alot yesterday duing dance. So tomorrow's probably gonna be hell for me.

Today, well, reached school found Phine and Nat with Mongolia and Fifie and some guy lah. So I went over to them and laughed alot. Went for assembly. Then had Literature before recess. Talked to Huda all the way. After recess was bloody Science. Retnam was so pissed with our class. We don't understand a single thing lah please lahhh. Then History then CMT! Zuby nehver come so I went to CMT with Huda and Co. After that had Assembly. Bloody hell they showcased 4 people dancing about floating space cube box connecting dots whatever crap. There was a gay(oops) guy dancer. His tights were so tight that the whole school could see his butt and his ****. =) After Assembly went home with Anna/Fifie/Hadassha.

So here I am, at home, alone, scared to death because of the stories I heard about The Makcik Keropok(The Scary Crackers Lady). All I gotta do is say my prayers. =x So people, I think it'll be appropriate for me to stop here and by wishing you(Josephine) an advanced Happy Birthday and the you(the rest of the readers) a good day ahead. Bubbye. =)

PS: I am growing fatter everyday.

I am so obsessed with my new hair. Hahahah. Everywhere I go, I bring a comb with me. Ohh and heard news, fifie cut her hair too!!! Hahaha. High five sweetie! But I'm still nervous, though, going schoo tomorrow. Then summore, morning assembly, assemle in hall. WTFF!!! Ohkay breathe.

Anyways, I have a temporary phone, now. It's the very old phone. So what? As long as I can sms/call, I'm fine. Ohh and there's my favourite game in it too, Snake. Hahaha. Again, its my Grandpapa's old phone. He has lots of spare phone yawww. He called me this morning saying he found 2 old phones in his cupboard yesterday morning, so while my Grandmama was sleeping, he went down to repair it. Hahaha. Then he told me to come down to take the phone and use it while waiting for my dad's line to expire so that I can get anew phone. I was relieved since after almost a month without phone, I finally can text my friends now. WITHOUT public phone and all. Embarrassing larh please.

Oh well. I'll be sleeping soon. Wish me all the best for my new hair and my maths test results tomorrow ya'll!

PS: Thank Gawd you finally wanna come home. Dad and I will fetch you tomorrow dear. So pack up and get ready to for a huge enormous hug from me hor!!!

Heyyy peeps. Just felt like updating today. Where should I start? School was ohh-kay today. Ohh I got story to tell. Erm on Tuesday, my classmate, his handphone got stolen. Searched everbody's bag but couldn't find. Then on Wednesday morning, when he went up to class, the phone was there, on his chair. And the only person who was in class was my other classmate, Rishi. Well, of course people suspect it's Rishi larh. But I don't want to blame him YET, because it doesn't make sense. If he stole it, why would he put it back, then stay in the classroom alone and let everyone suspcet him? I mean hell, Rishi's way smarter than that.

Then, Thursday, during Modular CCA, 3 people from my class, Chuan/Claire/Zubaidah, plus 1 sec one and another netballer, lost their belongings. Zuby, lost her MP4 and HP. The others I don't know. Like WTFF?! Then just now morning, the school found Claire's and Chuan's stuffs, but not Zuby's. WTH !!! Crazy people. Steal than give back. Ya'll got no fcuking life is it? Crazy *ssholes.

Anyways, my neighbour, Uncle Dave, passed away on Wednesday night. He got home from work, slept through the day. Then his wife let him sleep 'cause she thought he was probably tired. The dinner time, she wanted to wake him up. But then of course, he already left. Sad right? Well yeah, sad thing that he died without anybody knowing. But good thing that he died 'peacefully'. R.I.P.

Ohh-well. Saw my last post? Yeahh. I wanna cut my hair like that. But I'm scared it will turn out wrong because, well, erm, as ya'll know, hairdressers from Singapore all cut anyhow, EXCEPT, professional hairdressers. Hell what am I talking about! I already did !!! People, people. I went to Toa Payoh to cut my hair just now with Phine/Nat. Ready to see the pictures? Take a deep breath.

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I'm cutting my hair like this. How? Will it suit me?

HELL-O people. =)

Ohhkay.'People' are complaining that my blog cannot be scrolled in their i-touch, so there you go! I changed my blog skin. I'm so sorry about the boom boom boom thing. Hahaha. I had a hard time understanding the website for the blogskin stuff ohkay. So I think this is the best I can do. But depends ah, if I'm gonna be spending more time with my blog the, hopefully I'm master the everything about blogskins.com.

So how's my new blog? I gave it a total new look so I lost all your links, all my songs and all the funny talks in my C Box last time. Hahaha. But nehmind. I'll get used to it. Ya'll leave your links at my tag board when you tag hor. I badly want all your links back. Tang que. =)

Ohh well, last Saturday, 'she' was so nice to me. She fetched me from my dance, bought me a wallet, black pumps, treated me to Delifrance,talked about her old days and all that. I have to admit, I felt awkward. But I can't deny that, it was actually nice to have her talking to me WITHOUT screaming like a mad woman. But like I mentioned before, I don't want to climb the mountain up too high. I'm afraid I might just slip and fall again like last time. Sighs.

Sunday, nothing much happened. Yesterday? Hmm. OHH! We had dance yesterday after 3 whole months! But you know, my tummy was damn sore after doing the warm-up. So long never stretch, tsk. tsk. The dance for Teacher's Day is going to be real fun people! I love it so much. Uh-uh. Nope. Nouh details about it fo now. =p.

Today, well, like any other normal day. But in class something sad happened to Jin Zi. He lost his phone. Then he was like so sad walking around checking our bags. I told him to relax. Then he was like ohh. Stupid people who stole it! Give it back larh dhey!

After school went opposite, had luch, hyper-ed with Phine. Then home-d alone. Saaad.

Goodnight peepos! =))))

Wahlau. I've met 3 people in just 2 days. Hahaha.

Me, Illy and co. hung out with ST. Andrew peeps and Ain's bestie, Nafsiah today. Malek, Khai, and Tighu(Read:I think.) Malek is from the NDP thingy that Illy and co. is attending every saturday, so that's how they met and that's how he was introduced to me. Yesterday, I met Danish, another ST. Andrew. He's more fun than the people today hor!

So after school, discussed with them where to go, after it was done, we made a move. I told my dahlings that I was going already since they wanted to hang around longer. So we caught the bus and stopped at AMK Hub, where we planned to meet Malek and Co.(A), and also Nafsiah(B) and Shalihan and Co.(C). Then since A wanted to buy 'something' at 200+, we followed them all the way through the long and exhausting walk. In the middle of walking, C changed their minds so they went back to AMK Hub and we never saw them again. So bubbye C. Bumbed into Aris(D), who was crossing the traffic light. He rewinded back and walked with us. Then he had to go so, bubbye D. Then sat down at one of the shelters while A, went to buy their 'something'. Talked and when they came back, we made our move back to AMK Hub, by, BUS. Thank Gawd. Stopped at Macdonalds, grabbed some snacks while A did their homework. So hardworking hor. Then while talking A had to go since they wanted to watch a Rugby match somewhere so bubbye A. Left us and B. Since Ain was using Dinar's concession, we went all the way back to school to pass it to her. Then took 169 with Illy and homed with her.

But I swear yesterday was better with Arina, Danish and Puma around. We lepak-ed at Yishun, (me and illy's area, don't play play) went to one of the playgrounds and then they went to my house. Since my my family wasn't around. Malek and Danish played comp. Arina and Co, playd with my cats. It was like so funny yesterday. ErhmErhm. =p

Anyways, school was oh-kay. The SCs had meeting, so didn't get to sit with the whole FIVE this morning. Went up to class with Anna and Hadassha. Whole day I laughed alot. Especially in class. Hahaha. So now I'm updating my blog, since everyone's complaining that I don't update always and they get bored. So FINE! I'm gonna post in evry two days now. HAPPY?! -.-

PS:I jumped 200 times today, + another 20 high jumps. Then I did 15 sit ups and 30 push ups. Then I jogged on the spot for 18 minutes. Woohoo !!! =))))))

Heyyy everybody. Ho ho ho. Ohkay where should I start? School? Ohkay!

Today, went to school, sat with Nat and Zuby. Went back to class for lessons. Disturb Nurul all morning. Then disturbed Arina and all during recess. Had History/English before lunch. Disturbed my malay mates before I went for CMT. Had computer lab lesson today. Hahah. Dzul was so irritating destroying Ain's computer and mine!!! Idiot. He was like so hyper, very unusual of Dzul. Played computer after that had ART. I drew a portrait of Nurul and she drew me. Hahah. We were cracking up like two idiots making fun of each others' drawings. They were hideous people.

After school went opposite to buy drinks. Then went Junction 8 with Anna/Nat/Zuby/Fifie/Anis/Hadassha/Megan. Anna wanted to give back her uniform and get her salary from Mcdonalds since they've been delaying it for so long. But while they were waiting, me/Nat/Anis went to playground ourselves. In the end Anna didn't get her salary. I dunnoe why. I didn't understand what she was explaining. =p She got so pissed she finished Nat's fries. LOL.

Why hanging out, there were a group of boys, mostly chinese with one Indian and one cute malay guy, whom Fifie and I go fought for, coming in and when they saw us, they turned back and sat at the metal bar thingy. I swear the guy was sooooo fcuking cute. Then we were laughing2 and talking, when Anna suddenly hit a plant behind her. It fell into the pond and we were like 'let's go let's go. Later guard scold.' Damn funny I tell you. We were like panicking and picking our bags while Anis was like in the middle and asking, 'Oi why?! What happened?!' I laughed like a total idiot and ran out of the place with the rest. The guys were like staring at us especially the cute malay one.

Then we figured it was the wrong way out so we went back and went down by the Watson's escalator. Damn funny lah I tell you. While we shopped at level 4, me and Fifie saw the boys coming out and Fifie screamed. Hahaha. So cute ya noh. The malay guy looked up and stared at us. His friends were like saying something to him. Ouh and we saw that his name was Syafiq, his T-Shirt said so. -.-

Then I just smiled and looked away. They went to watch movie while we went home. Trained home with Megan. The was a group of Northlight peeps. I was right beside them. One of them was pushed out of the train-joking around at Khatib station. So then his friends had to stop at Yishun since he was taking the next train. When they were going out, one of them stood beside me and was like 'Hi, stop kat sini?' (Read:Hi, stopping here?) I was like yeah. LOL. He's quite cute too. Hahah.
Hey I'm single ohkay so I get to flirt with whoever I want since I am not looking for serious relationships!!! =p

Like WTF? I keep talking to strangers every single day. =)

PS: Phine never come today. Not coming also tomorrow. Gonna miss you Josephine! Get well soon hunney!

Guess what? I just saw a lady kissing her daughter on the cheeks before she took the 800 bus just now when I went down to buy something. Wow, just what I needed. Pfft. And want to know what I did? I was on the verge of crying when I literally ran up four flights of stairs like a small kid who just got scolded because she ate ice-cream and in the comfort of my own home when tears came down non-stop. Fcuk man.

Why must 'she' not be who she is supposed to be? Why must the never-ending gap be there? Why must I go through such things? Why must I experience, this? Why am I even here? Why didn't I just run away, far from everyone, everything? Or even drown myself when I had chances to do so every Saturday when I have swimming lessons? Why didn't I just overdose myself and just sleep and never to wake up? Why ohh why?

Sometimes I think I am such a sore loser for not doing all these eventhough 'she' treats me like garbage. But other times, I re-think, and realise that, hey, it could have been worse, 'she' could have left me to rot in the dustbin if 'she' had wanted to. I often refer to her as 'that woman'. When I talk to her, I say 'Oi'. When I argue with her, I say 'Bitch'. When I hate her, I say 'I hope you die'. I didn't get a chance to call her affectionately, WITHOUT feeling weird? Can you believe it? Calling my own mother 'Mom' is weird for me. Damn.

I wish I had the strength, to put my hopes and dreams in you. I wish I could believe that you would change. I wish that you are the nicest mom on Earth. I wish that I get to spend time with you. I wish that I could trust you to bring me up, as a good daughter. I wish that I am able to care about you. I wish that I could hold your hand, walk along the beaches with you, go through thick and thin, cry on your shoulder, hug you like I hug my bear, treat you like you're my twin. Whenever I get my hopes up and my guards down, you disappoint me. I thought you were supposed to be my pillar of strength? What happened to you? I mean, who the hell are you?

Don't get me wrong. Although I tell my friends I don't, I truly DO, love you. If I didn't, I would have stabbed you to death a long time ago. If I didn't, I would have gotten myself adopted before I even stepped into this house. Why didn't I do all these? Simple. Because you ARE my mother, and I DO love you, and I WANT to witness you change.

Heylo everybody. Wassup my brotha's and sista's out there? LOL. I am bored larh. Don't blame me for being lame. And my nails are super long now. I'm so proud of myself.

Wahlau everyone's talking about MJ, the legendary King of Pop. It's a pity that he died when he was suppose to do a comeback performance for his fans. Sad larh. But whatever it is, R.I.P King.

Actually, I swear I have nothing to blog about. I don't know what is wrong with me. Its like I'm suffering from lazy-blogger syndrome. Ouh and yeah! By the way, that woman rebonded her hair 3 days ago. I don't blame her though. Her hair's freaking curly and freaking unshaped. But then, the rebonded hair and new hair-cut, she looks like a Modern Cleopatra. I am serious people. It's humorous sight. I'll snap a picture and post it here 1 day. =)

Anyways, now that school's reopen, I'm back to being THE laziest schoolgirl from BPS. I hate homeworks hokay. That's why I don't bother to do them. Like seriously, I don't. I need to buy a new Geo text book. Hahahah. Last term, everytime there's history, I'll put my Geo text book on the shelves, secretly, so that my bag won't be that heavy. And since this term, most of our lessons are going to be in just one class, I guess I'd better buy a new book before Peterson sends me to the homework period room. WTH.

Ouh and there's some bump in my lower eye lid. So I am forced to wear spectacles so that it won't be that obvious when I go to school, but it's like hell, so long I never wear specs, so I'm not used to being comfortable with it. Hopefully the bloody bump would go away.

Oh well, went home with them just now, since Illy wanted to visit Arina. Went to meet Iman at Macdonalds. Laughed like mad over there, after realising that Joseph looks exactly like Iman. Then went home and so here I am. Bored to tears.

PS: OHOHOHHHH !!! I'M BACK TO BEING SINGLE ! =D I'M SOOOOOOO DAMN HAPPY !!! But I want to stay single for maybe 2 months? =)

Ohkay. I just finished crying from watching a goddamn video that Hafizal linked to me. Those people in that video should be burned and skinned alive and hit on their heads until they've fully paid for their fucking sins. Bloody motherfcuking *ssholes. Watch the video and ya'll will understand what I mean. For those faint-hearted/animal lovers/children below 13s, please don't watch. If ya'll faint, don't blame me.

Here's the link.
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