Hey everyone. Every single one. Every body. Every pair of eyes reading these. Ohkay stop. Hahaha. Hello. Gawd. Received the results yesterday for SA1. I failed 4. Sssshhh. My parents don't know! Hahaha. I don't really care cause studying isn't my thing. Heh. My parents don't care either. I gave up studying like few years ago. I don't think I will ever be able to get myself into that mode fully, ever again. Only 70%. Not 100%. Sorry people, but I hate studying. FULL STOP.

Yesterday, we checked papers in school, then had a talk in the hall about cyber safety crap, by some losers from Singapore Poly. Their talk was fcuking bullsh*t to the core. And they speak like dead chickens. Then after school, I went home with Fifie by Bishan Park. My bus came first, sowie Fifie!

In the bus was freaking creepy I tell ya'll. I sat beside some ITE Malay dude who kept on staring at me from the moment I got up the bus, to the moment I sat down. He's so creepy. It was after a while that he called me and ask if I had tissue. Of course I said no. I don't carry tissue with me. Then he was like asking what my name was and where I school at. I calmly replied to his questions like it was normal. But I got a liittle scared when he asked what block I stay. Thank Gawd, at that moment, Iman called me.I was like ' Sorry.' I was on the phone with Iman for quite long 'cause he was pestering me to go back school cause he and Hafizal were coming 'cause they wanted to see the school magazine. I was like are you people mad?! Hahahah. But then I agreed to meet them at Yishun MRT instead at 5.30.

So when I got down the bus, the ITE dude was like following me and then asked me if I would let him send me home. I was like, fcuk, what the hell is wrong with this guy. I lied that I was gonna meet my brother. He got scared and simply said 'Oh then I go first.' Hahahah. Loser. I didn't move until he was nowhere to be seen. I was scared he follow me larh! I wanted to call Faizal, then remembered, he was at Mama's house.

Then I went straight home, did some cleaning before getting a call from Iman that they were reaching Yishun soon. So I took the school magazine, my essential valuables, and left the house. I met them at Yishun MRT. Hafizal was like, 'Eh eh let me see let me see!' Because I told him there were his pictures in the school magazine. He was so eager even Iman laughed at his silliness. He just sat down in the middle of the crowd and happily flipped the pages of the magazine while laughing at how funny he looks in every picture. Funny larh that brother of mine.

Then after he was done, we went under void deck to lepak (Read: Sit and talk). We talked about school, girlfriends and boyfriends and teachers and family and stuff like that. I had a 'puff' with them. Iman gave me one stick. So I was like, aiyah ohkay lah. Hahaha. We had alot of laughs. Hafizal was basically cracking up jokes and making Iman say letters like 'R' and 'L', and words like 'ALLAH', 'Lampu' and 'Aladdin' I was just sitting there laughing like a moron while they laugh at each other for not pronouncing the words properly. Hahahaha. They are hilarious.

Then I had to make a move cause mom was reaching home soon. They sent me to the Yishun MRT again, before they themselves went off. I shook their hands and Hafizal was like, 'Jage diri baek2 ehk. Jangan masok longkang tau. Apaper call Abg.' (Read: Take care uh. Don't walk into drains uh. Anything call me.') Iman was like 'Abg pon!' (Read: Me too.) I was like ohkay bubbye. Hahahaha.

I miss the so much man. Since they graduated, most of them just separated and went with their own paths, but Iman and Hafizal are like inseparable and stayed together until now. I hope they stay united like brothers, forever. Till now, I haven't heard any news about Sufian, who now has a girlfriend that controls the hell out of him. Yan, I thought you could do better luh seyh. Wake up ehk, that minah's not worth it. Come on like, you've got looks, use it wisely. And please start schooling soon.

Anyways, today, hhhrrrmmmmppphhhhh!!!!! After recess had Leadership crap crappety crappy stuff. It was so fcuking faaaaaarking boring like hell! Wasted our edusave money paying for it lah FCUK! Stupid idiotic morons who come up with the leadership bullsh*t larh! Damn. Damn it. Damn that.

After 'school' went to Junction 8 with Josephine, Zubaidah, Fifie and Anis for lunch at Mcdonalds, then went around to find something nice for a gift for someone. It was so fun. Hahaha. Laughing and getting hyper with Josephine Emily Austria is really alot of fun man. Then Iwaited for Illy at Bishan MRT cause she lives in Yishun too, near my house. VERY near luh Illy! Hahaha, Talked crap about some bitch in our school. I think some of ya'll know who. Hahaha. When Illy and I start talking about her, we just can't stop cursing and criticizing! Fun right, Illy Alifah! Hahaha.

So now I'm home, typing this entry because I'm bored to tears! Someone spark my life up please.

Love ya'll!

YES. Today's post is going to be about this movie. I watched it just now. With Josephine, Zubaidah, Nathalie, Fifie, Anis, Mongolia, Kenneth and Glenn. They didn't like the movie but Fifie and I did.

Ohkay let's talk about it. The movie has a good storyline. It is the remake of a Korean film, called the Tale of Two Sisters. The movie is based on Anna, who is admitted in the Mental Hospital following the death of her biological mother. When she returned home some time later, she was shocked to discover that her dad, has recently gotten engaged to a woman named Rachel who was her mother's former nurse. Her suspicions are soon confirmed when she dreams of her mother coming back to warn Anna and her sister, Alex, and also to try and convince their dad about who Rachel really was. As the situation in the once-peaceful household rapidly begins to deteriorate, Rachel's true colours finally began boiling to the surface. But, the story doesn't end like that. In the end, there's a twist in the conclusion. If you guys want proof, go and watch it. =)

The storyline is very interesting but complicated at the same time. However the disappointing thing about the movie is that the horror parts are not quite, well, horrifying. Yeah. If that's what you guys were looking for, then The Uninvited is not for you. If you guys are looking for movies like daughter's love, sisters' revenge, or something like complicated family type of movie, then The Uninvited IS for you. So make a choice peepos.

When I watched it, I didn't really looked for the horror parts. When I watch a movie, I watch it through the storyline, not the horror parts, comedy parts or even love parts. So, yeah. Sorry if you guys think it was booooring. To me it was nice. I loved loved loved the last part. =)

Oh well. Guess what? Freaking fcuked up man. My ex, moved to Yishun! Argh! No wonder I always come home from school, I see him around with his friend. Gawd. Why Yishun you bloody bastard! Why not Yew Tee, Tampines, Boon Lay, Clementi or even Jurong! Why Yishun, damn it!

Anyways, exams are over! Hell yeah! Eh but 1 question. Monday got what ah? Normal lessons ah? Or is it post exam thingy?

Hey everyone. I've realised that I'm a bad blogger. I don't blog until at least 4 days later. LOL. Oh well, what can I say, it IS crappybullshit.bs.com anyway. So, NOUH complains yawww!

Hahha. Anyways, here's something I got from my email. I find it cool and VERY true, so I've decided to blog it down and let you girls out there know that, there is really something about creators of Him called 'boys'. Enjoy! (It sounds better if you're reading it out loud and sarcastically. Ouh I'm talking 'bout the email.)

The problem with guys. Wait let me count how many there are. Oh? I can't stop counting! Help!

1) If you treat him nicely, he says you're in love with him.
If you don't, he says you are proud.

2) If you dress nicely, he says you're trying to attract HIM.
If you don't, he says you look like a potato sack.

3) If you argue with him, he says you're stubborn.
If you keep quiet, he says you have no brains.

4) If you're smarter than him, he'll lose face.
If he's smarter than you, he's great.

5) If you don't love him, he stalks you.
If you love him, he'll leave you. (UH-HUH)

6) If you don't make love with him, he says you don't love him.
If you do, he says you're boring.

7) If you tell him your problems, he says you're troublesome.
If you don't, he says that you don't trust him.

8) If you scold him, he says you're noisy.
If he scolds you, it is because he cares.

9) If you break your promise, you cannot be trusted.
If he breaks his promise, he is forced to do so.

10) If you smoke, you are a bad girl.
If he smokes, he's a gentleman.

11) If you're not scared, he says the movie is boring.
But if he's not scared, he says he's brave. (my *ss)

12) If you do well in your exams, he says it's luck.
If he does well, he says it's brains.

13) If you hurt him, you're cruel.
If he hurts you, you're just too sensitive.

14) If you dance wrongly, he says you have duck feet.
If he dances wrongly, he says the steps are too hard.

15) If you tell this to him, he'll swear it's not true.
But if you don't, he says you're selfish.

Aren't all these true ladies? I mean like, some aren't if the guy happens to be your boyfriend, but think of it as some guy you happen to know in school. When I read it, it reminded me of my best friend, Faizal. So it's up to you guys to refer the 'he' to whoever ya'll think is appropriate candidate.

Anyways, how do you guys feel? Like ya'll wanna say, "No, that's not true, he doesn't say that to me." or ya'll wanna say, "Damn! That's so true!". Haha. I chose the second option after reading it from my email. I was like, "God, how true is this. I've gotta post this man!" So yeap. Here it is, in my blog, for ya'll to read and understand how guys really are. It's really funny 'cause I found out that the person who created this, was actually a guy. UH-HUH. Damn right he was. =)

Ouh wait! I heard that it's some mad-girl-that-escaped-from-Hougang-Avenue-4's 14th birthday today! She's so young to be admitted in that hospital. LOL.
Thanks for the presents people! May all my dreams come true and I live a looooooonnnng life. Amin.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!

Hello readers. Like finally I have Arina's blog link. Huahuahua. Josephine Emily Austria! If you're reading this, I am so sorry I dozed off in the middle of our conversation yesterday. I was like so sleepy and my phone fell under my bed, so I didn't feel the vibration. I can't reply yet, cause my phone needs a new battery. So, SOWIE! =p

Oh-Mah-Gawd. I am going Genting and KL end of this month. I am freaking excited larh seyh. Will be bringing my digital camera, a few warm clothing and some money to buy chewing gums. Heheh. My sister's tagging along cause she's never been to ANYWHERE above Malacca. So, she badly wanted to go. We'll be staying in a hotel ya'll! Not bad huh? and there is extra $20 in the trip fare cause Warisan hired a good tour bus. So, pretty much, OH-YEAH. Hahah.

I had a fight with mom just now. Sad right? Mother's day, but I had a fight with my mom. I was so angry that I crushed the photo she took with me when I was like 4 years old. I was pissed, damn it. She told me to buy cat litter, I went down to buy it. Then when I reached home, she told me to change the cat litter and put in the new one. I did it. Then she told me to fold all the clothes in my closet. After folding I wanted to arrange it. She went to my room, screaming like a mad woman, telling me stuff like why I never fold properly, why never arrange properly, why I'm so slow and why I am so blur and dumb.

What did ya'll expect me to do? Just open my ears damn big and listen to her rattling on about how stupid and slow I was? Just sit there like one fcuking idiot letting her screeching and piercing voice run through my head? Of course I shouted back. I was at the verge of my patience. I screamed at her to shut up and she scolded me for disrespecting her. I pushed her out of my room and locked my door. She was like, "I'll tell your dad. I don't care. I'll tell him what you did to me."

Fcuk that man. Guess what I shouted? 'Diam lah bodoh! DIAM! Aku tanak dengar suare kau!' (Read: Shut up lah stupid! SHUT UP! I don't want to hear your voice!) I was mad. Full stop. She was like, "Kau kurang ajar ehk! Aku bilang ayah kau! " (Read: You're very insolent! I'll tell your dad!)

Fcuk that to the core man. I just shut myself up while crushing the photo. I couldn't take it. What's gotten into her for God's sake. Why is she so fcuking moody and feels like screaming at everyone? She screamed at my sister before she went to work.
Ridiculous bitch.

The thing I'm sad about is that I see young girls holding hands with their moms and their moms are like hugging and kissing them all the time when I come home from school. And it's like a sharp knife just stabbed through my heart cause I've never felt a motherly love before. A sincere one, not a fake one. But don't misunderstand me. I do love my mom eventhough I don't like her. Sometimes it's so bad that I feel like she's not my mom at all. Sometimes I feel like she picked me up from a garbage dump. Yes, it IS that bad sometimes. But deep down somewhere inside me, I do love her. I just don't like her methods as a mom.

Oh I want you guys to watch these two videos. It's really touching. I cried when I watched it. It's from Tyrashow. Just watch.

This is part 1.
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This is part 2.
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Happy Mothers' Day, ibu.

Felt like posting, so hello. =)
I'm currently at home, ignoring the fact that my sister's boyfriend's playing pranks and disturbing her in her room right now. He has been running to and fro, from the kitchen, to her room, from her room, to the hall. He is just so weird and funny and everything Azura could ask for her adult sister. My sister's 21 this year. For her birthday, I'll be giving her a fun and decorated non-usable key, because when someone reaches 21 years old, she has to be given the key to freedom. So the key represents HER key to feedom.

When someone is 18, he/she is considered an adult, and is legal for driving. When someone is 16, we call them SWEET 16. When someone is 13, he/she is a teenager. When a child is 6, he/she is ready for the world. I read these from the internet. It's so true, ya'll.

Anyways, school was oh-kay. It's always the same comments. Ohkay, fine, not bad, etc. It is true though. School was never fantastic. To me, it wasn't. I don't know about the others though. Oh well, had Geo today and I crapped around with Nurul Huda. My ever-so-funny-and-lovable malay lay-dee in my class. Then it was Muthu's class, the ever-so-old-and-idiotic-and-dumb2-and-stupid History teacher of mine. Then mother tongue. I was so moody cause I didn't really sleep well yesterday. And somemore I purposely went for the messy look for school today. So I looked downright, MESSY. Nurul hated it cause she got so rimas and felt like pushing all my hair back. Hahah. Then during CMT didn't really do much. Just waited for teacher to finish his work and then we got to know the Malay Paper results. Oh Gosh. I freaking surprised myself when teacher said I got highest for 2 Express. I was like, ' You've got to be joking.'

LOL. Some failed. But I won't say who on behalf of them and their reputations and so on and so forth. After CMT was Form-Teacher Period. I'm so glad we didn't have Assembly cause I had no mood at all. After school had a little bit of fun with Zuby, Anis, and Fifie at Fitness corner, as well as Bishan Park Swing 1. Then went home together. So now I'm at home, waiting for my mom to come home and by then, I'll probably break a glass or my room's cupboard or get blood out of my fingers cause when mom reaches home, she'll tell me to do all the impossible things in this world, keep nagging non-stop, tell me to clean this and that, call my sister, call my father, nag again until my head has no more black hair and only left with white hair. I gotta admit, I thought she's changed, but it seems like she's going to be her old-self all over again.

My relationship with mom is kinda pretty low again. I don't know why. It just doesn't seem to have that atmosphere I have been having for the past few months when she was my ever-so-loving-and-thoughtful momma. Now she's more like I'm-gonna-give-you-hell kinda mom. I'd seriously hate her if she becomes like that or even worse. I want my February-April 2009 momma back.