Hello Again! Hahah.

Oh hello! Hahah. Decided to blog again cause I miss blogging so so much.

So you've noticed I changed my blogskin and cleaned up unnecessary stuff. I just updated my pofile and I saw that I've been blogging since May 2006. How long is that? I was freaking 11 years old! Hahah. Anyways, this is the new look. Extremely simple, but who cares. Enjoy my blog!

PS: This is us. I am very happy with him. And yes I am a redhead now. Like it? ;)

BACK.

Hello there. It's been so damn long since we last talked. I've been super occupied with Twitter, Tumblr and Facebook. And 9GAG and Instagram and those stuffs. Really had no interest in blogging anymore. To all my darling readers, who stayed on this blog hoping for an update, I thank you do much for being loyal. Seriously. You could've given up but you didn't. You continued waiting. Thank you so much I appreciate you guys. :)
Now I'm back. With good news and bad news. I have 2 good news but the bad news really outrun the good. Sighs. So here it goes.

Good news is that I've moved on from that asshole to a much much 1000000 times better guy, that is my very own bestfriend of 3 years, KABILAN. Yeap. Remember I used to talk about him? Well tho experience taught me one thing. If 2 people are meant to be together, no matter what, they'll find their way back to each other. I had a crush on him, then I fell for him. He has a crush on me, and then he fell for me. But we both never said anything to each other cause we didn't wanna risk losing anything, and also because Zuby has taken interest in him too. So yeah. BUT, in the end, our love still won.
It was on Prom Night that I confessed. Why? Because I was completely drunk and wasted. I had like 10 to 11 shots of Vodka on the bridge at Clark Quay. And I ended up confessing my love for him. Hahahah. It was hilarious. But I did, he finally knew, and then we took our relationship to the next level.
We don't have an official date like other couples do. Cause to us it's not important. And Lao because we don't know what the official date was. Hahah. Yeah. So now, we are so called 'married', cause he surprised me one day, saying we are gonna get couple rings. We're hitched to each other. I love Kabs eventhough we are different in so many ways. I just pray that my family can accept him no matter what he is, and that our love stays strong no matted what. ☺

2nd good news is that, I passed my OLEVELs! I didn't do so well but I'm the first in my family to be accepted to Poly! My parents were so damn proud. :D Hell I am super happy. I chose Republic Poly because I think there has less pressure, and it's a much more interesting poly than the rest. I got accepted to Business Applications, and school starts on the 17th of April. I am so damn excited. Wish me luck! ✌

Amidst all the happiness that I received, something has to go wrong somewhere. Tommie, my first cat, is diagnosed with Kidney Failure. The minute Dr Kenneth said the blood test results have arrived and it's bad news, my heart sank. Then he said Tommie had KF and I just kept quite throughout the whole conversation. When he hung up, I stared into space, and tears just fell down my cheeks, non stop. I couldn't accept it. I didn't want to. I love all my cars a lot, much much more than I love myself. All my pets have played a huge part in my life. Especially Tommie. He literally save me from my attempted suicide. And hearing that he's very sick and might leave me anytime soon, my whole world just collapsed. I sat on the kitchen floor and cried non stop. Then I told myself, no. If there's any chance of survival, of prolonging his life, I had to do it. I told myself to be strong cause Tommie needed me right now. So ever since that day, I've been his sole caretaker. Feeding him, taking care of him, giving his medicine. Tommie is like my newborn baby. I love him like I love Kabs, like I love my family, like I love Bunny. I'm NOT ready to let him go. No.