Busy.

Hello there.
It had been a hectic week. And I've been so caught up with alot of things these last few days. So I'm tired. I am. But I can't stop now. Got performances coming up. Add in retests of SA1 and more new topics to digest for the next few weeks before SA2. Sighs.

Last week before school reopened, we had dance. Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday ad Friday. Everyday from 10 am to 6 pm. I didn't go for Monday cause I wasn't feeling well. Okay who am I lying to. I didn't want to go. Among the reasons were laziness. And I also didn't turn up on Wednesday, cause I had dance practice somewhere else.

Then Sunday night, I went to watch The Karate Kid with Mom. It was a great movie. Thumbs up. ratings 4/5 stars. I loved it. After the movie went home to pack my school stuff. Honestly, I didn't want to go to school. I wasn't ready to see my schoolmates and my teachers yet. and 2010 hasn't really been a great year for me. I just felt like staying at home and sleep and become obesed for the rest of my life.

But I gathered my guts and I got out of the house the next morning. Lessons went on as per normal. Maths sucked even more, and English, well. The iCast thing is so not helping. And most Sec 3s agree with me. I don't know what the hell the English teachers were thinking. I hate it. Makes our legs cramp, our backs pain and our necks sprain. How do they even expect us to pay attention with all the distraction? Gosh. Teachers nowadays are simply full of crap. Oh and my Chemistry teacher is Mrs Guan again. So yeah. That sucked real bad.

So then after school went for dance. Yesterday I had dance. Mainly everyday except Friday. Cause our Oeuvre is coming and we HAVE to put on a good show. Or not its embarrassing. We've been practicing and working our butts off in the stuffy school hall and tiny dance studio. Alright so that's done.

This morning I woke up at 7am. I knew I was late cause there was no way I was gonna reach school by 7.30am. But I eventually made it. Daddy sped through the traffic lights and overtook the slow arse drivers on the road. So I did reach school at 7.30am. Oh and did I mention I saw Cikgu Djohan? Yes Cikgu I saw you on your bike at the junction from Lentor to Yio Chu Kang. =) And I know now that you read my blog. Hahah.

So currently I'm in my room typing this out while my parents are outside watching TV. Alright may just my dad. My mom's in her room. Doing Gawd knows what. I don't really want to know. I'm still not in a good mood after the last two entries. Especially now that my brain is swamped by the pressure of Gawd forsaken hard ass topics that are coming up, I still can't stop thinking about what Momma said to me. And to top that off, Daddy agrees with her.

Goodnight.

Sisters.

Hey. I watched this yesterday. And it got me weeping like a baby. You guys should watch it. It's really sad and touching. It may be slow, but the story gives meaning and it teaches everybody a lesson. It taught me a lesson. Cause when I watched it I was home alone and it got me crying from the bottom of my heart. With regards to my own personal experiences and what I'm going through at this point of my life, this movie made me cry more than 5 times. I'm gonna bet that eventhough some of you are not those type that cry in a movie, when you watch this by yourself, believe it or not, you will tear up. And whether you want to acknowledge it or not, that is your problem. Just watch it. Its real good. =)

Here. Watch the trailer.

90210.

Hey hey. So I've been coming down with flu and cough lately. The whole week actually. And I'm not getting better. At all. But 1 thing for sure, I like hearing my own voice cause it's so husky and low. Hahah. Weird. I know.

Alright. Currently, I am in love with 90210. When the first episode came out on Channel 5 last week I didn't get to watch cause I was sleeping. And I've seen the advertisements so I checked it out on Youtube. And I got hooked. Right now I'm watching Episode 13! Gosh. So dramatic. Very American. Always a twist in the end. Very entertaining. And it's so much better than Gossip Girls, trust me. I am simply in love with it. Check it out on Youtube when you get the chance to.

I am also in love with the characters. They can really act. Not like some actors, so awkward. You know? Yeah. Check it out. Alright I'm out. Goodnight!

PS: I finished my story girls! Working on a new piece already. Heads up! =)

Irritation.

This post. If you want to read, go ahead. But I'm warning you, it'll get boring. It's gonna be LOOONG. So bear with it. After all, I blog to express, not impress. So here I go.

Currently, my spirits are down. I have no mood most of the time, my appetite is growing and my body is telling me to sleep every second. I don't know. I'm just super tired. So tired that when I'm staring into space, I literally doze off. Yes. Especially when I watch TV. In the car, in the train, in the bus. At home. At dance practice. But I'm not doing anything major. Just little bit of dancing here and there. And yet I'm so tired. Over-fatigue, Phine would say. Oh she's back by the way. And we're planning to go Gym and work that extra flesh off. =)

Alright so about the my spirits are down thing, this is why. Not entirely why, but briefly. My parents have been nagging non-stop about my studies lately. Cause the other day, School called my father to come and take the results cause the VP wants to discuss my progress so far. Daddy got angry cause it was like wasting time, just coming to school, listen to the arsehole smelly face talk to him here and there and then they're done. So he dumped all his anger on me. Saying that if I had passed, he wouldn't have to stop work and come to school. I understood his pain and troublesome-ness. But I couldn't stand it when my mom brought up the subject of me, failing cause my new classmates and Drama have been a distraction.

Bullsh*t. That's who my parents are. They can never face it that whatever happens in my family, all of it isn't their faults. All the problems we face, they got nothing to do with them. They are forever right. Never wrong. Especially Mom. I don't know what she's thinking most of the time. She's always and non-stop blaming me for all the little things that happen. I don't get it. And guess what she said when she saw the results? She said, "Kalau kau masok Acad tahun depan, aku suroh ayah kau masokkan kau Madrasah sudah. Tak payah nk buang mase lagi 2 tahun kat secondary school. Ibu tanak nanti jadi macam kakak kau. " (Read: If you drop to Acad next year, I will ask your father to put you in a religious school. Don't have to waste time in Sec. Sch. for another 2 years. I don't want it to later become like your sister. )

For goodness sake! They made one mistake in the past and they're implying I'm gonna be another mistake?! Fcuk that larh ohkay! I know what I'm doing. I know what's right and what's wrong! As parents you should be guiding me along the way to my success instead of bringing my hopes and my dreams down by saying irrelevant things like that! I have dreams. I have BIG FAT HUGE ENORMOUS dreams. And with you saying these things, you're shattering those dreams into teeny weeny tiny small pieces. How can you not realise that?! You're hurting me. Indirectly but you still are! Everyday I hear you go on about how the situation will be if I ever drop to Acad. Give me fcuking break! I have had enough from teachers nagging them stuff and I don't need them from you! I know what will happened. And I DON'T NEED TO BE REMINDED OF IT!!!!!

Bullsh*t.

PS: I'm pissed.

Competition.

Hello there.

So yesterday was the Drama Competition. And I have to say we did a good job as a team. We were nervous as hell. But finally, we got over it and did it. Let me relate how it went.

1. Reached school at 8:15 am with Arina and Illy and found Ain and Atiqah stranded outside the dance studio cause it was still locked.
2. We waited for a while then Kak Azyra came and opened it. She told us to bring out our props and take it to the bus.
3. So we did, and when everything was settled, we got on the bus and made our way to Tampines Primary/Secondary School. Me, Arina, Illy, Puma, Ain, Atiqah, Kak Azyra and Miss Karyl Lin in one van. And Abg Wandi and his wife Kak Lyn in another.
4. When we reached we had to register in and take our passes. We put all our props in the changing room. Then sat down while waiting for Cikgu and the Rest to arrive,
5. Soon, Cikgu Djohan, Boy Tangge, Adam, Abg Tali'b, Abg Isa, Kak Liyana arrived and we did a once-through while Siglap Secondary watched. After we're done, the adults except Kak Azyra and Ms Lin went off to get the rest of the props and get food for us.
6. While waiting, we watched Siglap Secondary and Choir do a once-through, guided by Sani Hussein. Yeah he's fierce. The girls were so shocked. Hahah.
7. Waited and waited and took little naps in between with Puma and Arina then the adults finally arrived back at 1:45 PM with the props and food.
8. We made our way to the Changing Room to eat our lunch. After we were done, we went straight for make-up and hair and costume change to get ready for our turn. I had to change into Adam's 2002 dikir barat costume. Hahah.
9. Put on thick eye-liner and blusher and helped Ain here and there and fooled around while waiting.
10. Ain, Illy and Abg Isa as well as Kak Liyana were busy practising their lines. While Arina was guided by Abg Talib again and again for her Kude Kepang scene. Then Boy Tangge and Adam were just walking in and out all the time. Cikgu was busy watching Siglap. Kak Lyn and Abg Wandi were in the changing room discussing their acts. So since I had nothing much to do, all I did was disturb everybody with Puma, cause she was the Stage Manager and she had no LINES to memorise.
11. Then when it was about to be our turn, we took several group photos together and just kept on laughing posing. Damn I miss those times.
12. So finally, it was our turn. Everyone took their positions, and before we know it, everything was going smoothly except certain parts but we cleared them all out. I had to do 2 roles. So after I did my dance for my 1st role, I went to change into my blue checkered gysy long dress and got ready for my turn again.
13. Soon enough it was all over. The hard work and practices. All done. Hahah. So we cleared our props and changed out. We then sat outside on the stage again to pack everything as Cikgu talked about how grateful he was to everybody for sacrificing their time for this drama,
14. Then he offered to treat us all at Bali Thai restaurant at Tampines Mall. So me, Illy, Ain, Puma, Arina, Atiqah and Kak Azyra walked to Tampines Mall since it wasn't a long walk. So while waiting for the boys to arrive we walked around.
15. When they arrived we made our way over and took our seats and placed our orders. We had this seafood cuisine just as Ala Carte and joked about with Cikgu being there.
16. After we were done eating and laughing, Cikgu paid for the food and we bid farewell to them.
17. Then Arina and me and Puma walked around like 3 idiots cause we didn't know where to go.
18. So in the end I bused to Yishun with Arna cause they had the Dikir meeting at Nee Soon while Puma trained home for her medicine. It was a loooonnng journey home but I managed to still breathe as I reached the door to my house.
19. Took a warm shower from head to toe.
20. Then called Atok and headed to Dreamland.

Alright. There you go. The results will be this Friday at Tampines Primary/Secondary again. So all the best to us! Till I blog again! Take care!

PS: We're not together anymore. We've decided to call it quits. But we're still in good terms. We didn't break up in a "I'm gonna hate you forever!" way. We broke up cause we realise it wasn't a good timing. He's really packed with O-Level schedules and I've been busy with alot of things on my hands. We don't have much time for each other. So we decided, to let ourselves go. Its better this way. Enjoy each other's company but not in a relationship. We're friends. And we do love each other. So, yeah.

Another day gone.

Alright hello readers. I've been real busy running errands and going to school and all that. Right now I'm just resting and chilling cause I have Drama Competition tomorrow at Tampines. And we've only practiced less than 2 weeks. So hopefully we do good. Cikgu brought in outside people to act with us. And so far everything's so good and I'm having fun. Like lots of fun. At the ending I have to do a flirting scene with Boy Tangge. And he's so freaking geram nk cubit pipi! (Read: Frustrated cause I want to pinch his cheeks. ) Hahah. Alright. Enough. Sowie baby. Heheh. He knows I'm in this though. And he was jealous at first but slowly he got used to it. So I'm free. My baby is really understanding, That's why I love him. Yesterday was our 1st Month together. And I felt like I just met him yesterday itself. So yeah.

The girls are all over the world right now. Phine is Germany, Nat and Zuby in Vietnam. Except Anna, but I don't get to spend much time with her cause she's been busy with work and catching up with Freddie. So Right now I'm always with Puma, Areena, Illy, Ayien and Cikgu Djohan. Hahah. I miss my girls like hell eventhough I'm having so much fun here with my Malay peeps. So hopefully they're having fun too. Alright.

Got a loooooong and exciting day tomorrow and the day after and the day after and it goes on until forever. Cause I'm busy with YOG and whatnots. So till I blog again, thanks for dropping by. Have grrrrreat sleep night young and mature beings. =)

PS: Can you fetch me this Saturday baby? *widens eyes*