Hello. Mira! I thought you live in Khatib? You stop kat Yishun ehk? My mommy said she saw you behind us. Hahah. Sowie ehk. Tk perasan uh. =p

Anyways, I disturbed Cikgu this morning before school started. He was at the GO, I was on the way to toilet. I saw him, smiled, and said 'Cikgu! I saw you yesterday!' He gave me the 'huh' look for like 2 seconds then his expression changed to like he just realised something. He didn't say anything and looked away like 'whatever' like that. Hahaha. I laughed and walked straight to the toilet. I love Cikgu mannn. He's so funny and lovable.

Actually I don't have much to post. So here's something to just entertain ya'll for today. =)

This is Tommy. He stole my heart the 1st time I declared he was mine. But my brother loves him the most. That explains the postal note, that said, he's mine that's on his head. =)


Ehmon is a girl, she's my 2nd cat. Ah Boy's my 4th, and he's my bestfriend day and night. Both of them love my mom. That explains why my mom is in the picture. =p


This handsome darling here is my 3rd love, Little One. He's very 'peramah'. That explains how he posed for the camera. =)


This one is Manje Baby, he's my personal toy. That explains the plastic bag around his head. He isn't mine, my sister's.


This rabbit here is my 1st love, Mohd Bunny Bin Ashari. He's my 1st pet, and he's 8 years old. My whole family loves him the most. Including Daddy. That explains his name as the father of Bunny. =)


All these darlings are my greatest passion. I've loved them, embraced them, took care of them for quite a while now. And I will never ever change my ways with them. I had a hamster named Chiki, but sadly, he died of obesity. It was painful to see him just frozen dead when I came home from school 1 day. I literally cried for 2 weeks and refused to go to school. I loved him ohkay. But, Bunny, Chiki, Tommy, Ehmon, Little One, Ah Boy and Manje, will always be buried in my heart until forever. I love my pets.

Goodnight pet owners AND readers. =p

Hey hey hey. Miss me huh? Nahh. Joking. Anyways, I just saw Mr Djohan on Suria, Budaya 360. I t is hard for me to react positively when I see him on TV nowadays, because for God's sake, he's teaches me Malay for like 3 days in a week. I am so used to seeing him teach, rather than act, or joke in TV. I am so gonna disturb him tomorrow during CMT. Sorry 'cher. Hahaha.

Anyways, Parents Meeting last Friday went pretty well. Parents understood why I've been failing and they didn't go meet my form teacher and co-form teacher. Huahuahua. Reason? I was very sticky and sweat-ty after carrying chairs up and down the school. Hahaha. But it was a good excuse huh? Ehem, of course. Haha.

Oh today, dance. Miss Shushan. That bloody Hong Kong(Read: That's what Jaidanah described her every dance lesson.) loser got no good comments about us. We've been improving alot (Read: And I mean really ALOT) ohkay, this past few weeks. And the only good/nice thing she can ever say is, 'not TOO bad'. Pathetic human being lah she.

Anyways, school? Typical normal school days. Didn't see him much today. I went straight to dance after our afternoon lesson. So, yeah. Last Friday was freaking weird lah. Thanks to Chicky, Chopsuey, Tribal leader and Chosen one, our relationship is so weird nooww. Especially after all those 'wrong' things that happened last Friday afternoon. Bloody hell. But the awkwardness is lesser now. Hahahahha. I do love him ohkay!

Ouh. Mom was nice today. She specially cooked Fried Rice with hotdogs and eggs for the whole family today. I love her so much. Now then I realise how important a mother is. And I hope that my relationship with my mom now, will never go back to how it was before. Cause I, too, want to have the feeling of having an understanding mommy, like Josephine's, Johanna's, Nathalie's and Zuby's. So, yeah. Pretty much.

I've been going out alot lately these weekends. Since I didn't have SW for two weeks, I might as well use that 2 hours wisely with all that I've been missing out every Saturday. Hahah. Ouh last Saturday I went to watch Towkay Wayang at Victoria Theater. It was awesome. Very very very good combination of the 50s and 60s. And my instructors wanted feedback on the show, so yeah, it was good. Good job Sri Warisan performers. =)

OMG. Band's SYF is like in 4 days time. And Dance's SYF is like in less than 14 days. Just by hearing the how soon it is makes me nervous. Tuhan please bless me. Amin.

Goodnight readers(Read: Number of readers of my blog is increasing.)and don't take drugs. Peace. =)

Mom was practically nice today. =) She treated me KFC after school 'cause I met her at Northpoint and we both had lunch there. I found my primary school mate there. 2 of them. They changed quite alot. But I don't bother. Mom bought me a headband and a tee shirt. I love my momma.

Ouh school was normal. Zuby didn't come school. So left the 4 of us. Had tribal meeting after school with Nat and Phine. LOL. I just love my girls.

I didn't see him much today. Early morning, they had PE. I called him but when he turned, I looked away. Nathalie said "Ahah. That's not the way to call your BF you know." LOL. Then during recess he did the same thing to me. He's so fun to play with. =) After school, didn't see him. I went home early. Sorry sayang. =p

Ohkay I don't have much to blog today. So here's just what I think of my Malay peeps. I will go class by class.

-Mira: A cool girl. She's friendly and nice. And I still cannot believe that most of her friends were once my friends. Haha.

-Fifie: My darling sister. She's got a cool personality and she's not afraid to be herself when she's around me.

-Danny: A little bit too obsessed with love. But he's crazy when he's happy.

-Dinar: I'm not that close to her, but I find her super awesome to be with and freaking lovable.

-Arina: She's my personal hugging adorable bear. Very friendly and is very humorous. I love love her very much.

-Jaidanah: She's nice, and has that 'I don't care' words written all over her face. It's like the "Ouh you wanna do that, anything lah." kinda things.

-Nurul: She's freaking fun to be with and a freaking adorably awesome friend. She tolerates all my nonsensical nonsense. Hahaha.

-Afiq: My dear God-brother. He's cool. I find him very nice and very random at certain times.

-Illy: Illy's a very pretty girl, very concern and very nice. I love her name and the way she talks about things.

-Ain: Ain is also another pretty girl. Caring, and lovable. Very sweet and also very concern.

-Izad: He's a cyber type of dudes. This fellow is always in a world of his own.

-Bazil: He's a better person now than he was last year. I found him very crappy and sh*tty last year, but this year, he's real awesome.

-Ridwan: He's funny, crazy, but weird at the same time. Very caring. Very friendly. Very fun to joke with. Very fun to make fun of. Very fun to disturb also. He's someone that doesn't care about his studies, but afraid of his exam results. That explains the weird part. Hahah. He's not easy to provoke. He can be very irritating but hilarious at the same time. I'll just keep on giggling and laughing my *ss of, non-stop. Heh. =)

There you go. Alot of people read my blog nowadays, so it's just a little something for you guys. =)

Sweet dreams dear crappybullshit.blogspot.com readers. :)

Hello readers. I felt like posting, so here it goes.

Went to J8 with Phine, Arina, Zuby, Nurul and Jaidanah. I wasn't feeling like I was into going there with them. Meaning I wasn't really into whatever they were doing 'cause I was practically disappointed that I couldn't go and support the soccer C Division Boys with their match today, since they had already went, and my mom was at home. So to play safe, I went home straight after Phine was done with the Memory Card thingy.

And ya'll wanna know what? They lost. Our poor school lost to St. Gabriel's by 4/0. Even Izad, the star player, couldn't score at least a goal man. It's so fcuking crappy. But yeah. They tried their best. Kudos to that.

Oh well, I'm so pissed with the new time table sia. Bloody sh*tty Mrs Muthu is our freaking History teacher. (Read: Monster) And we freaking have History every Tuesday AND Wednesday. Fcuk the time table and fcuk the people who hired her.

Bullsh*t. (Read: I apologise for the vulgarities. I just feel very irritated these days.)

Goodnight people.

PS: What's up with people nowadays?! Don't they understand the meaning of 'It's Over?' It's just two bloody words damn it!

Okay this post is not going to be like any ordinary entries. In fact, it's not even a post. I'm just going to answer the questions someone have been asking me. This post is for 'you'. But if the rest you guys don't feel like reading, you are more than welcome to just leave a tag and click on the 'x' button that's in red. But thanks for dropping by. =)

Here it goes.

Boy, I trusted you. You betrayed that trust. Now you tell me, how am I supposed to accept you, even as a goddamn friend? You are just repeating that same bloody situation when I took you back. Who do you think you are? So what if you're cute/handsome/hot? So what if hundreds of girls line up for you just to be your girlfriend? You know, you're not some SEX-GOD where all the girls in this world will fall for you. Even if you're all that, you leave a very ugly impression of yourself to your ex-es, after you leave them hanging from nowhere.

You might think I'm exactly like one of these girls. But trust me, I'm different. I'm not some idiotic moron who cries like sh*t and regret and become a psycho every time some assh*le dumps me. I might cry. But not for the whole week. I might miss you, but again, not for the whole week. I might probably just forget you and don't even know you exist, with just a snap.

You hurt me. No guy like you would understand how painful it is. It's like you've touched us, embraced us, liked us, loved us, for just 10 seconds. Cause when you get bored of us, you just pack your bags, drop us into the smelly garbage, and LEAVE. What? Are we pillows? Bolsters? Blankets? PAPERS?! Goddamn it H, you're so history and I hate you.

On the contrary, I need my best friend right now, but sadly, he's not in Singapore. F, hurry and come home please. I have lots to tell you.

Awww. Some 'girl' claims that I'm ugly. Not bad. Give her a round of applause. =)

Hunney, why leave comments like that? Haven't your momma taught you to respect other people's property? So what if you think I'm ugly? It's not my fault I was born this way? I can't help it. Please lah. Get a life can? Do you really think I'd give a damn? I've received millions of other comments, far much more worst than yours. So don't be bragging like you just did something new, alright?

How old are you? T-E-N? Why are you playing these childish games? Tch tch tch. I won't call out names, but I know who you are. You don't have to own up. It's okay, really. I don't mind getting these comments. 1 ugly comment earns me 10 other commendable compliments. So, like I said, either you waste your time commenting like this, or use that time wisely. =)

On the other hand, today is so boring. (Didn't go watch movie.)
But yesterday was so, weird. (I hugged him.)
Tomorrow is worth waiting. (It's Ms Shining, not Ms Susan.)

I love you readers! =D

PS: Get over it larh can? I left you when you left me. I just cannot explain how much I hate you when I used to love you too much.

Ho hey! Hahah. I bought contact lenses today. $81.90. Cool. I love the feeling. I need it for dance since I am not allowed to wear specs during SYF. Oh well. I'm saved.

Mom Bought us a digital camera for the Sri Warisan Genting Highlands trip. Sanggup sak. It costs on $128 and it's worth it. Mom says it's my advanced birthday present since she doesn't really need it more than I do. Adults don't camwhore. =)

Ohkay he's prepaid is low, so yeah, it's really fcuked up. I miss him so badly. I hope he fetches me tomorrow. I hate school holidays because dancers are forced to come back to school and work our butts off. Especially bloody Ms Shushan.

Anyways, I miss my schoolmates. Arina and Nurul. Hahah. They're like so freaking fun to be with. Sad. Just gonna have to wait for about 7 days before I get to see them again.

Oh well. I'm gonna have a long day tomorow. Goodnight readers of this entry!

Helooo. Nothing special. Just felt like posting. =) To start it off, we had a rehearsal at UCC (Read: University Cultural Centre) Hall just now, during modular CCA, all the way till 3.30pm. Damn tiring larh seyh. But it wasn't as bad as practising in the School Hall. UCC was very comfortable and cold. Which was so awesome. Unlike the stuffy, sticky and warm Hall that is found at the second level of the Bishan Park Secondary School. =)

Anyways, Mrs Choi is not in school anymore. She went for some course. And that is so awesome. =D

School is so boring man. I failed Geo, History and Science. Damn it. Ouh that day I went to watch the soccer match at First Toa Payoh Secondary School. And our school simply won 3-1.I went with Zuby, Fifie, Danny and other 2 sec 1 boys. Izad, Mugilan and Kabilan scored. Again, D didn't play. Huahuahua. You shold ask Zubaidah man. When they were having a break, the other players who weren't playing was simply playing with the ball uh. Then Zuby saw the way D passed the ball to one Sec 1 boy named Afiq, whose voice is so cute. Hahaha. Zuby laughed like mad when she saw it. I told her n the first place that he cannot play soccer, she don't believe but when she saw how he kicks a ball, she burst out laughing.
Hahahaha.

Oh by the ways, I am officially attached. Ya'll wanna know who? Who else. =p

Goodnight darlings! =)

Hey ho. I just reached home from school. I had dance. It was fun. Better than Ms Susan's class. Time flies when it's Ms Shining. Bloody hell. Anyways, my throat's not getting any better. Cause I cannot take in any cough syrup since I'm consuming 2 other types of pills that cannot be mixed with cough syrup. Sad. I'll just have to bear with all the people making fun of my voice. Hahah.

Anyways, this whole week I've been going home late sia. Monday, I had dance. Tuesday, I supported the soccer C division's match with some holy school that Josephine was from. =p Ridwan said that without any support from any girls, they'll probably lose that match. I pitied him, so after buying Fifie's birthday gift from Junction 8, I went all the way back to school just to support them.

It was worth it! Our school won the match. 4-2. And Ridwan was so happy I came, that he scored 2 goals. Hahah. Well, what can I say. LOL. The opposing team played rough though. They kept on pulling our boys' tee-s. Izad was mad, he pulled back. He got scolded by Mr Tan quite alot of times. Hahaha. Ouh and by the way, D didn't play. Let me tell you something. That dude's bad(read:and i mean really bad), in soccer. Even Haris was included in the best 11 players. He wasn't. Saaad. =D

Zuby and me was so evil. D, has this typical super blurr look, so everytime he passes by me and Zuby, we will burst out laughing, remembering how he looked like, throughout the match. LOL.

Ouh Wednesday, I came home late because I went to eat with my sister. She fetched me from school so we went all the way to Compass Point and had our lunch there. She wanted to finish up her car's fuel so that she could top up with new fuel so that it was fully loaded. That explains why she drove all the way to Compass Point. Hahah.

Today, again I had dance. Then I'm going home late again tomorrow, because I have bloody crappy ceramics workshop. Bullsh*t. Oh well, I suppose I'm just gonna have to bear with it. Goodnight dear readers!