Exams.

OMG. I am supposed to be putting my nose in my books right now and what am I doing? Facebooking and Blogging and Tweeting. Just so that my blog doesn't die and that you guys can continue dropping by. I'm such a considerate blogger. I know. =)))

So anyways. Exams are coming. And I'm going crazy. I am so far in catching up with the lessons cause in every lesson, whatever the teacher teaches me, it goes in one ear, comes out another. Why is that? Is that natural or not? Okayy. Whatever. I gotta buck up I don't wanna drop to Normal Academic. God knows the consequences.

Okay so whats next. Oh right. Last Sunday I went out for Hari Raya visiting with my Malay peeps. It was sooooo much fun I laughed the whole day. And coincidentally, I wore the same colour outfit as my ex, who still likes me. So yeah. Everybody kept on teasing us. It felt weird cause I don't like him, and he likes me. I think of him more like a friend than the boyfriend material. So I usually just smile and play along when they keep teasing. But truthfully, I don't have any feelings for him.

So the whole day was great. I love my Malay peeps alot. They never fail to make me smile. And I'm so thankful I have them. With all the stress going on, I rely on them to make my day a little bit better. Even with just a smile, it really makes me feel for confident and my insecurities goes away. So thank you peeps. =)

I gotta go. Before the parents come home, I must show them I AM studying and not lazying around the house. They don't trust me and they keep pressurising me. But you know what? I don't give a fcuk. I study for me. Not for them.

PS: I love me. =)

Minahs.

I couldn't stand it so I decided to blog about it. I scolded a minah in the 804 bus today. And it felt good. This is what happened.

They were like all in the bus, going for Hari Raya visiting. They pissed me off real baaad. Firstly, they made ALOT of noise, like as if the bus is their father's. Then 2 of them were eating crackers. And since the bus was full, all of us were packed like sardines so there was this minah squeezing beside me. During the journey, she bumped me like 72371386712190375382064893 times. She was laughing like a stupid moron with her friends and she kept on bumping into me. I ignored her the first few times. Cause I don't entertain these people. But then I couldn't take it, I pushed her back and this was what I said.

"Eh minah, prangai takmo macam puki boleh? Pegang betol-betol takleh per? Ke nak kene ajar? Lagi skali kau langgar aku, dalam bus jugak aku tampar muke kau tau eh?"

(Read: Eh minah, your attitude don't be like shit can or not? Cannot hold properly is it? Or someone need to teach you? One more time you bump into me, in bus also I slap you I tell you.)

She went silent. All her friends did too. Why? Because they were all still primary school students. And after realising I'm older than them, they went totally silent and told me this.

"Sorry uh kak. Tak sengaje seh. Tkya marah-marah uhk."

(Read: Sorry uh sister. Accident what. No need to be angry uhk.)

My reply : "Sengaje nenek kau lah sengaje. Tak tawu malu pe korang prangai mcm ni dalam bus? And sejak bile bus ni bapak kau beli? Sedaaap je makan keropok?"

(Read: Accident your grandmother lah accident. Aren't you ashamed for behaving like this in public? And since when your father buy the bus? The crackers so nice ah?)

And they crumpled the wrapper and stop eating. I rolled my eyes and got down the bus. The end.

Rest.

A break from every distraction would be good for me. So thanks for dropping by but you'll not hear from me again until exams are over. (Read: October.) UNLESS, I really feel like blogging. Thank you very much. Peace out.

Nurkhai Arina

See that girl up there? Yeah. Today I'll be talking about her. Not because I want to of course. Because she told me too. Why on earth would I want to write about her? Puh-lease. Hahahah. Peace okay, Kental? Heheheh. So here we go.

Nurkhai Arina is her name. She's the same age as me. She's a girl. She's not that tall but taller than me. =p She's veryyyy friendly. She's super fun to be with. She's spontaneous. She's always laughing at my lame jokes. She's always smiling. She's also ALWAYS sleepy. Heh heh heh.

Arina Arina Arina. Hmmm. What else? She's sensitive also. But she doesn't have a fat ego. Just a little. Sometimes she's very blur. But it's sooo freaking cute and annoying at the same time. Hahah. Why I love her? Because she's outgoing and just great lah okay. She's easy to talk to. Arina is just Arina. No one can replace her. You can try but you won't succed. Cause she's too aww-some. =)))

There you go you arse! Nak sangat kan? Dah go and read. Read, smile, and go to sleep. Hahah. Alright I'm done here. Thank you very much.

PS: Just go to hell. That's where you belong.

Fasting.

Watch this video. But before you do, I just want to say that it might be a little disturbing to those with sentimental hearts. Cause after watching it you might cry. So just a word of caution, prepare some tissues. Alright now watch.

Okay. How are you guys feeling right now? Did you tear up? Well let me tell you something. While I watched this, I challenged myself, don't cry. Try not to cry. But as the video went on, I couldn't control myself any longer. Cause it was heartbreaking, to watch these poor kids, almost dying because they were too hungry. You people know, that somewhere out there, around the globe, there are people starving to death, and dying from dehydration. But what do you do? Nothing. You know, you pity them, but you just stand there and do nothing. Why?

These people do NOT need your pity. They need your HELP. They're desperate for your help. And all they are asking for is food, water, and love. And here you guys are asking for new cellphones, new laptops, new cameras, new clothes, new everything. You guys are asking for unnecessary things while all these children want are care and concern. And there you are wasting food, wasting water, wasting time. Wasting your life. God. Why?

That is why I fast. You might think, "Okay these people are stupid? Fast for what? Crazy ah? Your religion doesn't make sense." Hah. Why we fast? Well you've watched the video. You tell me why we fast. You tell me the purpose and benefit of fasting. And you ask yourself, what are you doing for these poor kids?

Fasting is not about losing weight or whatever sh*ts. Its about caring for others and feeling how they feel. We fast less than 24 hours. In that time, we aren't allowed to drink or eat anything. And some of us are still complaining and most of us end up breaking fast before time. Your excuse? Cannot take it. WTF people. WTF.

The children are not fasting. They're starving. We fast, but we still get to eat after 7.00pm. But these children, if they're lucky, they only get to drink-not even eat- 3 days later. 3 days is 24 hours multiply by 3. Thats a whole 72 hours. And that is IF they're lucky. If they're not, they die. They die of starvation and dehydration. And still you people can dare to waste so much food and water? And still you Muslims can dare to break fast in the middle of the day and give a stupid excuse that you cannot take it? God.

I sound angry. I am angry. But not at you people. I'm angry with myself. Before watching this video, I've always thought that it's okay to break fast. You can just repay it next year. And to top it off, I broke my fast almost everyday on weekdays last year. MY excuse was... I'm thirsty. Right now I feel like slapping and kicking and beating the hell out of myself for thinking and doing those things. There people are dying, and here I am debating if I should break fast or not. I can even say, "If I'm too thirsty, I'll break fast." That was just because I had dance and I was tired. Oh my goodness. What was I thinking?!

So right now, here I am, pleading to all Muslims. Our religion requires us to fast for 30/31 days in a year. You guys have to treasure these 31 days because its the only time in the year that you can show Him, that you care. So stop giving pathetic lame excuses like how I used to, just because you wanna break fast. Fasting is good for you. Physically, mentally and spiritually. So please fast.

PS: And this goes out to everyone, not only Muslims. You have to be grateful and treasure everything that is in your possesion. Cause each time your asking for more, there's always a child out there, on the verge of death, just because God was too busy giving you what you want, instead of what the poor kid wanted. (Read: Which is just some plain water.) So please. Be appreciative.

Thank you very much.

Stories.

Hello there. Okay my previous posts have ALL been about movies. I love movies, so that explains it. I've watched like 3 movies in one day. When I have nothing else to do of course. Heh. So anyways, some of you have already known that I love writing stories. I buy tonnes of blue notebooks and write my stories in there. I don't really know where these stories come from. There will just be dialogues popping in my head and I end up creating a whole scene, IN my mind. So being afraid of losing these dialogues, I pen it down, and I then realise it turns into a story. So I have like 5 different stories in my head. Story 1 is already done. I've let my friends read it and they wanted MORE. So be patient people. Story 2 is on its way. Hahah. Oh by the way, my stories don't have a title. Just Story 1, 2, 3 and so on. Here's a synopsis on Story 1.

2 main characters. Fransisca and Ricky. They like each other. But they're keeping it inside. Fransisca is smoking hot, Ricky is the school's hottie. The whole story evolves around them. Fransisca dealing with the pressure of admitting she loves Ricky, and the fact that her mother, whom she had run away from is suddenly checking on he after 3 long years. Then Ricky, is dealing with how he deeply in love he is with Fransisca, and afraid that she doesn't love him back and also the fact that his parents are keeping something from him. In between there will be other characters like Amy and Ben, the troublesome couple who's debating about having sex or not. Then there's J-J AND Lisa, the cutest couple in the whole story, who always, teases, Ricky and Fransisca. 5 books in total. So if you wanna know what happens to these people, you can email/text/tag/ask me personally.

Story 2 is on its way. I'm writing the very dramatic part. 10 books in total. And I'm writing Book 7. Don't worry, by the end of the year, ya'll will know what Story 2 is all about. Other stories are still being thought of. The dialogues for other stories keep running through my head. So I better hurry with Story 2 if I don't wanna lose these scenes.

That's all for today. I gotta go to sleep now, since I have dance tomorrow from 10 am to 1.30pm. I'm kinda okay with it, I ain't complaining cause since its fasting month, dancing helps to lose weight. I HAVE to lose at least 2/3 kg before this Friday. =)))

PS: Sleep well, sleep tight.

Sweet dreams, and Goodnight.

(Read: A poem I used to say to Bunny[rabbit] every night. God I miss him.)

Alright. So last Saturday I went into Johor Bahru with the parents. Gosh how I hate being there. You guys think Singapore weather sucks? Well Malaysia's weather sucks more. Especially JB. No trees!!! Damn hot lah! Okay cut it.

Went there and shopped the whole day. Bought like 10 pirated DVDs. And I gotta say, the quality is good. I got The Last Song, Karate Kid, Drag Me To Hell, The A Team, The Uninvited, Ironman, other Malay DVDs, and........... SALT! OMG I love the freaking movie!!! Its goooooood. The stunts are soooo freaking cool. You guys have got to go get it and watch it. Angelina Jolie is an amazing actress. I love her.

It has a really unexpected twist at the end. And almost 3/4 of the movie shows her running for her life and doing cool things to save her arse. The movie is about her, obviously. And throughout the whole movie you will think, 'What is she? CIA Agent or Russian Spy?' Then your head will argue with your instincts. Hahahahah. Its real gooood. Heres the trailer.