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Heartbroken.
Sunday, November 13, 2011
Hi.
He ripped me apart.
He broke my heart.
I cried like hell last night.
When I looked into the mirror.
I got scared of my own reflection.
Cause I looked completely swollen and dead.
Fuck this.
I don't know how the heck I'm gonna get through this.
But I will.
Ladies, and gentleman.
I'm single again.
Labels: You're the one to blame.
HELLO.
Friday, September 23, 2011
Hey everyone How's everyone doing? How I doing? Well. I'm doing o-kay. Woah I've been gone for like what? 4 months?! Whoo boy that's long. Hahah. What have I been doing? Where have I been? Ohh well. Busy busy busy with lotsa stuff. MAINLY SCHOOL of course. And other stuffs.
Alright so my prelims are over. I failed everything I guess except English, hopefully. But for the first time ever I pass Bio! But Chem pulled me down. Math still F9. The rest just no hope. I'm starting to really work hard for Os. Cause I really don't wanna disappoint my parents and I don't wanna spend another year in that SONUVABITCH fcuked up school. So I'm really really trying my goddamn hardest. If I have to burn the midnight oil, I will. My math is almost there. I can pass if I keep practicing. I just realised that for all my subjects, I can pass if I study. I didn't study for Bio I just read throught the notes the night before, and I passed. Imagine how many marks I can get if I study and memorise everything? So there's hope. Wish me luck for Os. I'm thinking of either Mass Media Management or Social Sciences(Social Work). So yeah all the best to me. ^.^
The next thing I wanna talk about is that I'm so currently very very very happy. Sister's back! She's back in the house. Like after 2 years she's back. You have no idea how happy I am after 2 years of misery. My family's complete. Hari Raya she wa sthere. And now everyday I come home there's someone at home. I'm not loonely anymore. I'm happy.
The last thing I wanna talk about is that I've stopped crushing on the other one. Cause now I'm in a relationship with a better one. 'waited so long and in the end I got nothing. So I moved on and I got this guy. He's my baby. I love him. My first love. His first girlfriend. He's goodlooking, I know. I'm so damn lucky to have him. He's the sweetest. The nicest. The cutest. And it started like this.
1. We started texting.
2. I mean we've NEVER talked in school. Except like a hi and bye.
3. The first time, HE started it.
4. We kept it hush hush.
5. We texted from morning till midnight.
6. The feeling was so damn good.
7. Cause I've always thought of him as the most goodlooking malay guy in school.
8. So then on RHD we took our first picture together. AWKWARD.
9. He confessed. Accidentally. Which was so damn adorable.
10. Then I confessed.
11. Then we became firends with benefits. Secretly meeting during recess.
12. We exchanged baby photos.
13. Then on 25th Aug, he made it official at Anna's Condo's Gamesroom.
14. I fell in love with him.
15. I'm truly happy with him.
15. I'm truly happy with him.
THE PROGRESS.
Racial Harmony Day. (Credits to Phine. This was DAMN awkward.)
After official. This was movie day at Cineleisure.
Hari Raya. I love this.
We've been inseparable eversince.
I love my Ezzy Di Maria a.k.a Sharizad Safiee. <3
Labels: I'm happy now.
Tagboard.
Tuesday, May 31, 2011
Hi. Sorry for being gone. I had to take down the tagboard cause it was getting annoying. So anyways, how am I? Not so good currently. Here's 3 reasons why.
1. One of my ex classmate, has passed away, after committing suicide. I've know him for almost 4 years. Eventhough we separated classes in year 3 onwards in Secondary school, I still saw him around school. He was a great guy. I knew him as the guy who's dad is extremel too much. He was fun to be with, I heard. But he's gone now. And he had to die that way. Sighs. I went to the funeral as well as the cremation ceremony just now. It was so heartbreaking to see his mom and sister crying and wailing out loud cause their only son and brother is gone. His mom was crying non-stop. And his sister was so weak, she almost fainted. Everyone who watched it happen cried along. It was so touching and painful at the sme time. I started imagining myself going through the same thing. Whatever it is, Rest In Peace my friend.
2. I'm wasting my time crushing on him. He's such an ass. He doesn't do anything to make me like him. I'm so irritated with his attitude. URGH!
3. I still have feelings for the other one. I need help man. I'm so pathetic.
Okay. Till we meet again. In the meantime, you can find me on Tumblr. I've finally created my onw, yes. Hahah. www.inyourfacebeeyotch.tumblr.com
Jessie J - Do It Like A Dude (Explicit)
Saturday, April 02, 2011
Check this out. I love this song.
NOKIE E7 Smartphone
Sunday, March 06, 2011
MOMMA SAID SHE'LL GET ME THIS IF I DO WELL FOR MY MID-YEAR.
I'M HOLDING YOU TO THAT PROMISE MOM.
I SWEAR.
THIS PHONE IS JUST SO FREAKING COOL-LOOKING.
IF SHE REALLY GETS ME THIS PHONE, I'M GONNA SING AT MY BROTHER'S WEDDING.
OH YEAH. =)
Thrilled.
Friday, February 25, 2011
Ask me why I'm so happy.
Why I'm so happy?
You asking me why i'm so happy?
I'll tell you why.
I love reading. Books are like part of my life. It makes me who I am. I learn so much through reading. How to handle life, mostly. The type of books I read are mostly Romance Novels. My favourite writer would be Jennifer Crusie and Tara Janzen. So anyways, why I'm so happy? I emailed Tara Janzen a few days ago, through her website. This was what I said.
Me:
Hey!
My name is Azura and I am only 16 years old this May 18th. I'm from Singapore and I love reading your books! Right now I just finished reading Crazy Love and I gotta say, I love Skeeter's character. She's so cool and intriguing. So anyways, I just wanted to know, when did you start writing and how did you do it? I want to be a writer but I'm still exploring the whole thing and I need to improve on my Vocabulary as well as my sentence structures. But I love reading. And I tend to create little scenes in my mind whenever I finish reading a book or watching a movie. And as soon as I'm done, I'll take a pen and a little book and begin writing dialogues. I let my friends read my first Story and they liked it. So do you think I have what it takes to be a writer? I'd be so happy if you could respond to this message. Thank you so much for reading this, Tara! And all the best for your future books!
My name is Azura and I am only 16 years old this May 18th. I'm from Singapore and I love reading your books! Right now I just finished reading Crazy Love and I gotta say, I love Skeeter's character. She's so cool and intriguing. So anyways, I just wanted to know, when did you start writing and how did you do it? I want to be a writer but I'm still exploring the whole thing and I need to improve on my Vocabulary as well as my sentence structures. But I love reading. And I tend to create little scenes in my mind whenever I finish reading a book or watching a movie. And as soon as I'm done, I'll take a pen and a little book and begin writing dialogues. I let my friends read my first Story and they liked it. So do you think I have what it takes to be a writer? I'd be so happy if you could respond to this message. Thank you so much for reading this, Tara! And all the best for your future books!
And guess what? She replied! I didn't think she would, but she did! I opened my email the next 2 days and saw an email from her. I went berserk and announced it on Twitter. I beamed from ear to ear, I felt extremely over the top. Hahahah. I was so happy my favourite writer responded to my email! Wanna know what she said? Here's what she said.
Tara's Reply:
Hi Azura -
It sure sounds like you've got all the basic instincts of a writer! I often jot down dialogue myself. I'm thrilled that you love Skeeter Bang - she's a character very dear to my heart. The most important thing you can do for your writing, is to keep writing. The more you actually write, the better you will get. Try tackling a whole story, even if it's a very short one, so you can see how the beginning, the middle, and the end all get put together. One word of advice that is very important: Write the kind of stories you love to read. I know that sounds simple, but sometimes people miss that point. They like to read romance novels, but think they should write like Hemingway. I am delighted that you have loved reading about the Steele Street crew!
Hugs, Tara
Like omg I'm speechless. And her words of encouragement is so... well... ENCOURAGING! This inspires me to continue writing. Hahah. I have like a few stories in my mind, and I've already produced 2, in small blue notebooks. Right now I'm working on my 3rd story but this time, using Wordpad. I need to make full use of the modern technology! OMG I'm just so happy right now. =)
PS: Sometimes in life, you gotta stop paying attention to the negative things and start embracing the positive ones. Only then you can truly find your inner peace and learn to love yourself even when everyone else gives up on you. Writing makes me feel like I have something to accomplish. Something of my own interest and hopes and dreams. Reach for your dreams. Don't hold back. Go the distance and strive to be the best. Good luck. =)
Labels: Truly inspired.
