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AZURA!
I am strawberry and my husband is blueberry. He's my fourth husband because the previous ones' were made into yogurt. My house is the tree and my food is cow dung. I heard I am going to be made into yogurt too so maybe I'll meet my husbands in someone's stomach in a few minutes. Which one do you prefer? Yoghurt or jelly?



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    Wednesday, February 10, 2010
    Title : Woahh.
    Time : 4:43 AM

    Gosh. Whoops. Sorry. I mean. Hello. =)

    1. Saturday, snapped hair away. I have a well-structured concave/bob. The back is really short. Hahah. But I don't know why, I just like it better short and the sides long. Haahh. Then had performance at night at Taman Warisan. Not bad lahh. I had fun at least.

    2. Sunday, nothing much.

    3. Monday, DANCE. Pffft. Boring but, whatever. No choice lahh whokay.

    4. Tuesday, hahhh. Went home with Zuby and Phine. Went opposite school for a while. Zubaidah, ssshhhh! Then phine went home and Zuby and I went home.

    5. Today, nothing much. Went to find a valentine's day gift for Phine's mum. Her dad told her to choose a nice bear. Hahah. Sweet man.

    Ohhkay. Gdnight!
    Friday, February 05, 2010
    Title : Hello lah hello lah.
    Time : 5:27 AM

    Wassup peepos! I uh... I don't know what to say. Aiyeoh. Old lady on board. Ohh yeah. Speaking of old lady. Just now in chemistry class we kept saying 'old lady' very loudly to Mrs Guan. But we kept laughing cause she didn't hear us at all. It's like every sentence we finished by, 'Ah yeah. You old lady lah.' Hahah. It was damn hilarious and you should have been there.

    So just updates.

    1) Monday- Had dance. Belda, Ms Shining and I did the counting for our Student Choreography song. We don't really know what to do, which part to put in where. So we didn't really finish it. But all and all we had fun.

    2) Tuesday- I went home after school. Didn't feel like going anywhere. So I went home.

    3) Wednesday- When school ended, I sat down in the canteen with Zuby since Phine and all went home already. Sat down with Kabilan, Ridwan and all lah except Izad. No idea where he went. Then so called Subhraj girlfriend the fat ass who smelled of curry, came and sat at our table. WTF. She was like saying Govind's so cute. Hahahahah. Then we ask her go away she don't want. Kept laughing like something so funny like that. Then the boys were like "We give you 20 secs to go away. If not we pour water at you." Then she don't believe. Then Kabilan was like " If I do how?" Then she kept laughing. Then Ridwan gave the pissed look then said "Eh if I do how?" Then she laugh slower. Then we started counting. She still laugh laugh then we say, okay we give you 10 seconds. So we count, she just stand there. Bazil stood up and splash the water at her when we reached 0. Abit only lahh. Then she slowly went. Stupid fatass. After that they went soccer, Zuby went netball, I went to meet my boyfriend. After that he sent me to Bugis for my workshop at Taman Warisan. We had to learn Indonesian dance combine with other traditional dance groups all over Singapore. Had fun of course. Reached home at 11++PM.

    4) Thursday- After school had dance. After dance went to eat at Mcdonald with Fifie and Syafiq. Then went to Taman Warisan again. This time we did formation and all for our Saturday showcase. We're like the introduction for the viewers to see and know what to expect before they watch the Pros from Indonesia dance it. So, yeah. Finished debrief at 10++PM. Then had to clean up and all cause that Taman Warisan is under Sri Warisan's property, so Madam Som always order us to be good hosts and clear up every single thing before leaving so that others can enjoy the place. Wrapped up at 11PM. Reached home at 12 something.

    5) This morning I couldn't wake up. But I still did. Areena didn't come school today, so I was like so pathetic sitting alone at the table during Chemistry. But I still had fun crapping around with Dennis/Dzul. Hahaha. Alexea also. Johanna slept all the way. Afiq also. Puma every 5 minutes give me the Jibek look. Hahahh. Then we ended and phew! Chemistry was over! Hahaha. So waited for Phine/Zuby to finish their art before going home with them. I reached home, bought my lunch, ate and slept for like 2 hours before waking up to do chores before mom reach home.

    So there. I'm currently watching Suria Elektra. Ohkay lahh. Not bad.

    PS: Miss you bby.

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    Sunday, January 31, 2010
    Title : I love you.
    Time : 6:00 AM


    I look so school girl. WTF lahh. Hahah.

    Hello readers. Just update.

    1. Tomorrow's school day.
    2. Tomorrow's Monday.
    3. Tomorrow got Biology test.
    4. Tomorrow got Maths test.
    5. Tomorrow got dance.
    6. Tomorrow got History.
    7. Argh!
    8. Ergh!
    9. Irgh!
    10. Orgh!
    11. Urgh!
    12. I love Farhan. =))))))))

    PS: Faizal, wtf lahh. When the hell are you coming back?! Hrmpf!



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    Saturday, January 30, 2010
    Title :
    Time : 4:32 AM

    Halooo.

    1. I don't know what to say.
    2. I still don't know what to say.
    3. I think I know already.
    4. Oh gosh I lost it.
    5. Hey I remember.
    6. Argh its gone again.
    7. Somebody please help me.
    8. Yes! I finally remember!

    9. I just remembered to say...
    10. HELLO.

    Ohhkay that was lame. I know. =) I've been feeling lame since this morning. Hahah.
    By the way, I had a photoshoot session with Aliens In Training PTE LTD today.

    Snap 1.



    Snap 2.


    Snap 3. My favourite.


    PS: I make such a cute alien. =p

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    Wednesday, January 27, 2010
    Title : Hello.
    Time : 4:38 AM

    Hey. Just updates.

    1. I feel miserable. Cause Bunny, has already passed on. It was on Monday morning when I was about to go school. Like I said he has a tumour around his stomach area. And for the past few weeks he wasn't able to sit/stand/eat/drink. So mom and I take turns to feed him and clean him everyday. But everysince that Sunday, it stopped eating. And when I give water, the water comes back out. So we already knew that the time would come soon. So that Monday morning when I was tying my hair, mom came into my room and told me to feed him as soon as I'm done. So when I was done, I went to him and put him into my arms. Tried giving him water but he didn't swallow. So I just wiped his mouth and held him still for a few seconds. Then at one point, he opened his mouth and breathed heavily. I just stared at him while my heart kept pumping like mad. After about 8 heavy breaths, he took one last breath, and breathed out. And then he stood still. So still that my heart stopped.

    I was speechless. He was there, in my hands, took his last breath and went. All I could say was, "Bunny?" I shook him gently. When there was still no response and it was confirmed, tears started falling from my eyes as I hugged him close and whispered "I love you, Bunny." My heart sank. My mind blanked. I slowly stood up, held him in my arms, and went to mom's room to tell her the news. I had tears on my face so my parents were like, "Huh?!" Then they took a look and then made all the arrangements for Bunny and all. In the car I just sobbed and sobbed. So Nat, that day in the canteen, I cried because of that.

    Bunny was a wonderful creature. I got him when I was in March during my 2nd year of Kindergarten. Which was 6 years old. Throughout these almost 10 years, Bunny's seen and heard everything. So losing Bunny is like a slap in the face to me because, when cats came into my life, I admit, I neglected him. I didn't take care of him as much as before. Because the cats were so interesting to me. Only last year, I started realising I'm selfish and unfair. Because he grew skinny, and unhealthy, in terms of hygiene and weight. So I tried my best to balance between him and my 5 other cats. When I found out he got tumour, I thought I was prepared to let him go. But judging from how I reacted in school, I guess I wasn't. I mean, he was my first rabbit, my first pet, damn. My first love. So thats why I couldn't let go so easily until we buried him on Tuesday night. I felt that at least he can't feel anymore pain. So I told myself, don't be selfish, don't hold him back, he'll be suffering from the pain if he continues to live. So I let him go and every night I tell him, before you go, let me be there during your last breaths. I want to be there with you. So I'm glad he waited for me. Sighs.

    Bunny, wherever you are, I just wanna say, I miss you very much. And I still can't help but feel guilty for neglecting you before. Please forgive me. I love you very much and you'll always and forever stay in my heart.

    2. Just other updates. I'm having baaad sore throat. I can't even talk properly just now on the phone with hmm hmm. Had to repeat almost every sentence. Hahah. Other than that, I've decided, I don't want to care about you anymore. Full stop.
    So anything else I missed? Oh2! Dzul told me many people thought we were together. Hahah. Friends lah people.

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    Sunday, January 24, 2010
    Title : Goshh.
    Time : 5:43 AM

    Hello. Actually I don't really know what to say. Just felt like typing and all. Oh well, whatever.

    1. Last Saturday, I had Sri Warisan. But dropped by Bishan to pass Dzul's homework to Arina. I was a little bit late, and worst of all when I arrived, my principal was there. She just wanted to update us on certain things that were going to happen for this year, so yeah. After that I accompanied mom for foot massaging at Tekka Mall. Its damn boring there. After that, we went home. So that was Saturday.

    2. Today, early morning woke up and went to my grams place. Played with Manje Baby as soon as I got there. While Dad/Atok/Mom/Nyayi talk, I played with him, looked around the house ad all. Argh. Whatever larh. I don't wanna elaborate no more.

    So right now, I'm typing this post. The most stupid post ever typed by me. Hahah. Ohhkay. Truth is, I'm stressed out and disturbed. I think I'm gonna be depressed soon. Or worst, crazy. Sighs.

    PS: I want to run away from everybody.

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    Friday, January 22, 2010
    Title : Haaahh.
    Time : 4:44 AM

    People! Whatever you read here stays here! Don't go around talking to people about it alrite?! Thank you.

    1. You're changing. Oh wait, you've changed. I don't know if you know who you are but all I'm saying is you've changed. New friends new attitude is it? Sighs.

    2. I miss my sister. My fat and heavy cat. And Ah Boy. All of a sudden I felt that stab of pain on my chest while on the bus to Phine's house. I have no idea how. Haiz.

    3. I love my boyfriend. (Whatever's here stays here.)

    PS: I'm so sleepy nowadays. I just can't wake myself up during classes. I feel like falling asleep almost every second. Why?

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