Argh.

I feel so stupid.
I feel so dumb.
Or am I really stupid?
Or am I really dumb?
I can't even help myself stand up.
How the hell am I suppose to do this?
Face this?
Or even ignore this?
I don't have that strength.
I'm weak.
Everytime I think about it, I'll break down.
My whole heart's bein torn to millions of tiny pieces.
Its like somebody ripped it of from my body then threw it on the road.
Few seconds later, a huge truck runs over it.
What do I do now?
Just sit in my room and pray silently for someone, something, to fix my heart back.