Comeback.

Damn my fingers ache like a bitch. I've been busy uploading pictures on facebook and typing here and there for the past 2 hours. Whoo. Tired as hell. So hello! How long have I been missing? Hmmmm. Lemme count. 6 days? Wow. That's QUITE long. Alright I'm babbling. Whatever.

Notice the new song here? I am currently in love with this song. I think its really nice. It's Ellen Degeneres' favourite song too. =) Flaws and All. Has a very deep meaning. Beyonce always sings meaningful songs. That's why I love her.

Alright. So exams are over. BUT. Momma doesn't allow me to go out until she sees my results. And boy oh boy. She is gonna flip out when she sees my results. I'm sorry Momma. I tried. You wanna scold me, beat me up, go ahead But I just want you to know I tried. If you dont believe me, that's your problem. I really did try. So stop staying I didn't.

There's bridging for O-Levels this week and next week. I hope its fruitful and productive. Cause I really wanna make it to Poly. I dont wanna go to ITE or repeat O-Levels. For once I wanna give up thinking of what clothes to wear to school everyday instead of wearing UNIFORM. But you know what? I feel like pursuing my studies overseas. Singapore is so fast-paced and there's nothing much you can achieve here. I wanna be a Psychologist. But if that doesn't work out I wanna be a writer. Or an author. That'll be so cool. Remember I told you guys I'm writing short stories at the time being? Well the first one turned out pretty okay. And now I'm finishing my second story. And so far I'm doing okay. I really like thinkin of stories. I could be a scriptwriter, Zuby said. And there's no opportunity to be one, while I'm stuck here in Singapore. I wanna travel. I wanna see whats going on around the world. So that I could be inspired even more and that I could write better.

But the thing is, I don't have money. Even if I saved it would take me at least 2 years to get $1000. God I'm so stressed out. I'm like thinking outside the box eventhough I'm all secluded and stuck IN the box. Gosh I'm pathetic. Oh well. Dream on, Azura. I don't think you'll ever get the chance to go anywhere. All my hopes are down right now, readers. any advice?

PS: I just realised I don't hate you. In fact, I miss you. Why? Why did you do this to us? What did we ever do to you? I don't understand you.